Uday Learns to Write

I woke up in the morning after a tired night’s sleep. The clock showed that it was 6 am. I felt so sleepy that I couldn’t get up. I was lying on the bed looking at the roof, thinking that it was another day of doing the same work. I really get bored doing the same thing daily except eating, sleeping and doing some other things. Mmm….I had to be ready to start my work as usual. But I hadn't thought it would be an unusual day. Though it had to be a sunny morning, it was still dark. It seemed as it was early morning. I looked out through the window. It was so cloudy. The blue sky had changed as dark. The clouds seemed that they had gathered to tell me 'good morning'. But the usual visitor, the sun hadn’t come to wish me. The clouds had taken the place instead. The street lights were already switched off. It was so dark everywhere. To describe it preciously, I named it as ‘A Gloomy Day’. The clouds were yet to pour. It seemed that they were gathering for a war against ...

Oh! Once again I fell in love with a girl. It happens whenever I plan not to love after every failure. But what can I do? How can I keep myself away from falling in love? I decide that I’m not going to love any girl and I assure myself that this is the last one, every time. But this time is different, because this time it is not me, who fell in love. For the first time I’m being loved by a girl. She is crazy about me. How much beautiful she is? How much kind she has for me? How so modest she is? These are the same questions I often ask myself yet to find the answers. Just the word ‘Beautiful’ can’t describe her. Some one has to find a word for that. May be the word could be her name. I’d never felt that I could get this much care from any one but she was there for me. Her smile would reduce the miles of sorrows. How can I describe her more? I'm short of words. We meet everyday and talk a lot even though there is nothing to talk. You can ask ...

Oops! I did it again. I shouldn't have done that. I lost my control. I had never thought that I would do it again. I took that resolution this year only. It's a bad habit. I tried my best to keep my resolution alive. Of course, I do take resolutions every year. But the problem is that I take the same resolution every year. I could have been more careful. But something tempted me. Though I was very consistent, it happened. I wonder how I lost myself. I wondered whether somebody saw me in that position. Not just men even some girls may have seen me like that. I'm very ashamed. Of course everyone does it in the night. But I did, in the morning itself. What can I do next? Oh! I slept in the office again.